Subject:     Losing My Virginity 
Story Codes: mf f-solo oral first Diary 
Date:        August 2, 1999 
Author:      Kelly <pghpa_girl@yahoo.com>

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Summary:

EVERY girl remembers losing her virginity.  After all, not only is it your 
first time, its your ONLY time.  I can still remember that day like it just 
happened yesterday.  I was fourteen and horny, what more do I need to say? In 
the past month Id gone from my first real kiss to sucking my boyfriends 
cock.  Having rounded third base, I was heading for home! 

Table of Contents:  
   Chapter 1  Getting to Know Steve  
   Chapter 2  The Great Debate  
   Chapter 3  Steve Gets Impatient  
   Chapter 4  Masturbating For Steve  
   Chapter 5  Steve Finally takes My Virginity  
   Chapter 6  Telling My Parents


Chapter 1  Getting to Know Steve
=================================

It all started about a month ago when I spent a weekend camping with Sharon 
and few girlfriends along with her mom and brother Steve.  Id never really 
spoken to him much as he would be a high school junior and I was just 
entering high school as a freshman.  At sixteen, he seemed so much older and 
mature than the boys our age, not to mention he was quite a hunk as well, and 
all of us flirted shamelessly with him.  He pretended to protest, saying we 
were too young and immature, but that only caused us to be even more outgoing 
towards him.   Personally, I couldnt help but feel a little jealous when his 
eyes would lock onto one of my friends cute bubble asses or growing boobs, 
feeling a little embarrassed that I seemed to be the one getting the least 
attention from him thanks to the cruelty of Mother Nature.  Steve seemed 
especially interested in my best friend Beth, who was already ready for a C 
cup and had a figure I wouldve killed for.  Looking down at my tiny boobs, 
barely qualifying for a training bra, I would wonder why my couldnt look 
like more like hers.  It wasnt fair!

Considering Steve hadnt given me so much as the time of day over the 
weekend, I was almost speechless when he called about a week later and asked 
me if I would like to go out with him.  Thank god we were on the phone so he 
couldnt see my face flush with excitement.  Of course I accepted his 
invitation without hesitation.  Id been out with groups of friends and gone 
to parties with some guys in my class but nothing that really constituted a 
date, especially with a boy as old, not to mention smoking hot, as Steve.

Steve was old enough to drive so he picked me up and took me to a Fourth of 
July carnival where we had all sorts of fun on the rides and playing games.  
Later that night, as we laid huddled under a blanket watching the fireworks, 
I felt his hands on my chest.  My heart was racing as he reached into my 
halter top and played with my boobs  the first person ever to do that to me.  
It was even more exciting considering we were doing it in the middle of a 
crowded field, packed with families and others there to watch the firework.  
Well, they had no idea of the fireworks going off inside of me!

I don't know if was because he liked my bubbly personality or I that let him 
play with my boobs all he wanted, but whatever the motivation he asked me out 
a few times after that.  Although I let him touch my breasts, that was as far 
as I would let him go.  Of course I knew he wanted in my pants and I could 
tell he was getting frustrated more and more each time when I would push his 
hand away from my jeans or shorts.  From the look on his face and the tone of 
his voice when he dropped me off at home, I began to worry that maybe he 
wouldnt call me again if I didn't start putting out more.

Although I was responsible for keeping him at bay, to be honest I wanted to 
go further around the bases just as much, if not more, as he did.  Here I 
was, fourteen and my hormones were raging.  Id started masturbating a few 
years ago and my mother often commented about how often I was doing it, but 
it was nothing like what I was doing after I started dating Steve.  God, I 
was fingering myself every night and usually a couple of times during the day 
as I would dream about his hands exploring me, touching me all over.  My 
attention was especially drawn to a large bulge in his pants that magically 
appeared whenever we were making out.  There were times when it took every 
ounce of willpower for me not to reach over and unzip his jeans, freeing what 
I was sure was the most marvelous cock in the world.  The problem was simple, 
I was hot and horny but at the same time a bit scared.  Like every girl in 
school, including his sister, I knew Steve was no virgin.  In fact, he had 
quite the reputation for putting the moves on every girl he dated.  It was 
well known that if a girl didnt put out, he didnt date her for long.  Id 
never even so much as touched a boy down there (well, actually I had once a 
long time before but that was a totally different thing) and I was deathly 
afraid I would embarrass myself by not being as good as the older girls he 
had been having sex with.

Of course, in my dreams as I masturbated I was giving Steve head and riding 
his cock as good as those whores in the porn movies my dad loved to watch.  I 
would lay in bed at night and finger myself while squeezing what boobs I had, 
dreaming of how Steves swollen dick would feel in my mouth.  What would it 
be like to feel him in my pussy? I would push my finger deep inside of me, 
then two and even three, wondering if a cock would feel the same way.  My 
eyes would close and my hips would raise up off the bed as I came, dreaming 
that it was Steves dick inside of me, filing me with his hot sperm until my 
pussy overflowed and it drained down my ass and wet my sheets under me.

What was sort of funny was that I think my mom got more of a kick out of my 
problem than anything.  She seemed quite amused by the fact that since I 
had started dating Steve my masturbation time had gone off the chart.  
Sometimes she would come in my room after I was done and we would talk about 
Steve.  We had some long talks about what my first time would be like and 
what I could do to be better prepared.  While she never openly encouraged me 
to have sex with him, I got the feeling sometimes she wondered what was 
holding me back.  She certainly never discouraged me!

Finally after laying in bed completely exhausted after yet another entire 
morning spent in bed masturbating, I decided that Id held out long enough.   
Next time I was determined to learn more about what was creating that bulge 
under those pants  a LOT more! Somehow I didn't think Steve would mind.

On our next date Steve took me to a movie theater and to make a long story 
short, by the time it was over Id not only touched my first cock, Id sucked 
it and swallowed my first load of cum as well.  The swallowing part was more 
by accident than design.  I had him in my mouth when he came without warning 
and so I ended up with a mouthful whether I really wanted it or not.  Well, I 
think I loved it even more than he did! Some of my girlfriends had already 
blown their boyfriends and some of them had told me how disgusting the cum 
tasted.  Well, maybe it was just Steves particular flavor but all I knew was 
I was addicted to cum from day one.  My only regret was I had waited so long 
before finding out how great it was.

After that I took advantage of every opportunity to suck Steves magical 
cock.   We often did it in my bedroom, sometimes even with my parents home. 
It wasnt liked they cared, but Steve didnt realize that they knew what we 
were doing  because I would tell them about it afterwards.  He seemed to 
really get off knowing that my parents were right below us while he was 
stroking his dick in and out of my mouth.  The more I sucked his dick, the 
more I found myself dreaming about what it would be like to have him fuck me 
with it.  One thing I knew for sure - there wouldn't be any problems getting 
Steve to do it.  He had made it clear many times that he wanted to fuck me 
sooner than later.  Again, I was starting to get the feeling that I might 
lose him if I didnt put out more.


Chapter 2  The Great Debate
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Under the circumstances, it was just a matter of time before we did IT but it 
WAS a big step for me to take and I didnt want to rush into it until I was 
sure.  I mean, when you come down to it, sucking cock is no big thing really.   
Heck, if anything I was probably one of the last in my circle of friends to 
do it.  Unlike a BJ, though, letting Steve fuck me would mean I was having 
SEX, something that most of my friends were NOT doing.

Another thing I had to take into consideration was that while most people 
didn't take blowjobs seriously; once a girl my age gets a reputation for 
REALLY putting out shes immediately tagged with the title slut.  Based on 
his reputation, I had to assume that if I let Steve fuck me that he would 
promptly go out and do what he did after being with the other girls hed done 
- tell all his friends about it.  In addition, I knew how the girls at school 
talked about other girls who were easy and I wasnt so sure I wanted them 
talking about ME that way.   Then again, I had to admit that it sort of 
turned me on to think that they would talking about me, probably jealous that 
it wasnt them getting laid by a hunk like Steve.

Actually, getting a reputation wasnt really a big concern for me.  Judging 
from what people wrote in my moms high school yearbook, she obviously wasnt 
the class virgin and she certainly turned out great.  No, what bothered me 
the most was that I knew Steve was just looking for another notch on his 
belt.   Would he dump me once he bagged my fourteen year-old virgin pussy? 
Once I started dating her brother, Sharon had filled me in with all the 
details about the older girls hed dated, some of them even college girls, so 
I wasnt waiting for him to proclaim his undying love for me or anything 
silly like that before we had sex.  Simply put, I didn't want to be used, at 
least not my first time.   Like any girl, I wanted my first time to be 
special, hopefully even a little romantic, not just some back seat fuck in 
the dark.

Although I had several friends with whom I felt comfortable discussing most 
things, my best friend Beth being my favorite and most confidential, my 
ultimate confidante was my mom.  I never kept ANY secrets from her and 
whenever I had a problem or question that I couldn't tell anyone else, I knew 
my mom was always there for me.  Like I said, she and I were already 
discussing sex in general with several coy references to Steve, so after Id 
been sucking Steves dick for some time I decided to ask my mom directly what 
she thought I should do so far as letting him fuck me.

The next morning, after my dad had left for work, I slipped under the covers 
with my mom in bed.  We were both nude, as that was how we always slept, but 
with the covers over us we couldnt see other anyway.  Even without them, it 
wasn't like we would have been flaunting ourselves or being kinky.  My mom 
never hid anything from me anyway so there was nothing for me to be ashamed 
of or shy about.  She even helped me learn to masturbate better! Now dont 
get any perverted ideas - she demonstrated everything on herself, not me 
(which would have been a bit weird to say the least).

Hey baby, whats the problem? she asked, trying to rub the sleep from her 
eyes.  My mom worked shifts at the hospital but shed gotten a good nights 
sleep and was just being lazy so I didn't mind waking her up.

Mom, I dont know what to do, I started out.  No sense beating around the 
bush so I just asked her straight out saying, Steve wants to fuck me and I 
dont know if I should let him.

My mom just chuckled and then she asked, Well Kelly, EVERY boy wants to fuck 
his girlfriend so what makes this so special?

She had me there.  My mom had a knack for drilling straight to the core of an 
issue and in this case she asked the exact question that was nagging me.

Nothing really I said lamely, I guess want it too.

My mom leaned up on her elbow at that and smiled at me knowingly.  Ahhhhhh, 
I see whats going on here.  Its not really about Steve, is it? I think 
someones just horny, eh.

My eyes involuntarily glanced downward, betraying me and she knew she had me 
cornered so she continued, You know, there are two ways to give up your 
virginity  to someone who loves you and respects you or you can give it away 
just for the sex.  Somehow I think you just want to get laid  am I right?

Well..., I stammered.  I hadnt planned on putting it quite THAT way but 
essentially she was right.  How do mothers read minds anyway? Still, it 
wasnt quite that bad.  I DID want to be respected after all.

Oh dont deny it, she said, putting he hand on my arm, Its only natural.  
Let me guess... since youve been blowing him the desire has gotten worse, 
right?

I nodded, biting my power lip nervously, and she continued, Well, what did 
you expect Kelly? Actually, Id be a lot more concerned if you came in here 
and said you did NOT want to have sex. Its perfectly natural to want it, 
especially with the changes youre going through now.  The only question I DO 
have is, do you really want Steve to be your first?

I looked at her quizzically, wondering where she was going with this.

What Im trying to say Kelly, is do you want to give away your virginity to 
some high school boy who just wants to add to his list of scores? Have you 
ever considered that maybe there might be someone else out there who wants 
your virginity? Someone who might be more concerned about YOU than just 
getting laid, maybe even someone who loves you?

I shook my head in confusion.  Sometimes my mom could be a little too 
philosophical for me and this was one of those times when I had absolutely no 
idea what she was talking about.  Like, who did I know that loved me who 
would want to fuck me? I may have been fourteen and horny, but I wasnt so 
nave as to think for one minute that Steve loved me.  I mean, we enjoyed 
each other and had some good times, but I was pretty sure that if I stopped 
putting out for him that he would drop me like a hot potato.  I looked at my 
mom with a questioning face but she just dropped that line of discussion.  I 
guess she realized I hadnt a clue what she was talking about.  Steve was the 
only boy I had ever dated so who else did she think loved me that would want 
my virginity? Sure, I know lots of boys would screw any girl they could get 
their hands on, but there wasnt anyone that I was as close to as I was with 
Steve.

***************

As a side note, it wasnt until a couple of years later that I recalled this 
conversation and the light bulb went off over my head.  To this day I wish 
she had explained it to me but at the same time I understand that she felt 
she was protecting me at the time by not revealing anything.  Now I know that 
she was talking about my own father! She knew he loved me and wanted to be my 
first but they had a pact that if anything like that ever happened, it would 
only be because I initiated on my own, without any encouragement from either 
of them.  Had she told me, it would have been a shock for sure, as I had no 
clue he felt that way about me.  At the same time, I loved my dad and adored 
him as my father so I would have gladly given myself to him if thats what he 
wanted.  As it was, it would be two more years before I learned the truth  I 
guess better late than never.

***************

In the meantime, my mind was focused on Steve so her cryptic suggestions went 
in one ear and out the other.   (Im a brunette so no blonde jokes about it 
being a direct path from one to the other!)

Well, if your all set on it being Steve, then all I can say then is that I 
hope you have enough sense to use protection. Ill be happy to take you to my 
doctor next week if youre really serious about this, my mom said, shaking 
her head slightly, I guess I should have seen this coming and had you in 
there with her already.

Pardon me if I explain the obvious.... she meant that I should go on the pill 
BEFORE I started having sex.  My heart sank at that as even if I got started 
immediately, it would be at least a couple of months before it was effective.   
She probably thought that since Id waited over fourteen years for this, what 
was another two months? Well, SIXTY days, thats what and I didn't want to 
wait sixty days.  At the same time, I knew better than to argue with her.  
Well, there were some things we just didn't agree on and I guess this was 
going to be one of them.

We hugged after that and I felt secure in her embrace.  The warm touch of my 
moms nude body against mine always made me feel close to her in a way 
nothing else did.  At times like this I really appreciated that we could be 
so open with one another.  I remembered how as little girl I would crawl in 
bed with my mom, seeking her love and attention like a little puppy.  She 
would stroke the backs of her fingertips over me and run her fingers though 
my hair, soothing and relaxing me while at the same time goose bumps all 
over.   There was just something about being with her that way that felt so 
natural, like it was meant to be.

Well, then I dont know what else to tell you baby, my mom said, rolling 
over on her back, stretching her arms out as she tried to stifle a yawn.  
Weve talked about this a lot before so you know what to do unless, of 
course, you have any more questions.

As horny as I was right then thinking about being with Steve, I didn't really 
want to get into a generic discussion on technique at the moment so I shook 
my head. My mom had already told me a lot about what it would be like my 
first time.  She even used a dildo on herself once to help me understand what 
would happen and how to best do it the first time.  I figured most of it was 
instinctive anyway but some motherly advice never hurt.

Well, laying in bed naked against my mom, thinking about Steve fucking me, 
had me so horny I had to touch myself.   God I was so wet! My mom looked over 
at me, realizing what I was doing, and just rolled her eyes and sighed.

Sheesh Kelly, why don't you go to your room if youre going to do that? Last 
night was a rough shift and I really need some extra sleep.

Back in my room, I laid on my own bed and toyed with my pussy, imagining it 
was Steve, imagining his fingers on me, maybe even his mouth.   God, what 
would it feel like to have his tongue on me? I couldn't even imagine how it 
would feel to have Steve suck on my clit the same way he did on my nipples  
but I gave it a good try!


Chapter 3 Steve Gets Impatient
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Steve and I dated a few more times after that.  I could tell he was getting 
more and more impatient with me.  Sure, he didn't complain about the blowjobs 
I gave him, but each time I pushed his hand away from my crotch I could see 
the frustration growing in his face.  One night we were up in my room fooling 
around and as I was sucking his cock he tried to pull my pants down - again.  
I firmly took his hand in mine and pulled it away but this time it must have 
been the straw that broke the camels back and Steve expressed his anger with 
me.

God dammit Kelly, whats your fuckin problem anyway? he said with a loud 
huff, Thats it... are you gonna let me fuck you or not? Im tired of 
playing your silly games.  You need to grow up!

Well I was shocked to say the least.  Games? Silly games at that.  Was he 
implying I was some little immature girl? I knew hed wanted to screw me 
since our first date but as my mom observed, what boy doesnt? I was only 
fourteen so it wasn't like I was holding out for marriage or anything.  For 
crying out loud, I wanted it just as much as he did! But for me, it was my 
first time, my virginity, and it meant something to me and I didn't want him 
to just take it and run, leaving me behind like a stupid girl hed used and 
abused.   Unfortunately, rather than telling him all this, my courage failed 
me and I shrank back from him, tears starting to form in my eyes.

I want to, Im just .... afraid, I said in a low voice that he probably 
could barely hear.   Steve looked at me and it finally must have dawned on 
what was going on, the internal struggle that was tearing me apart.

Oh Kelly, Kelly, he said, wrapping his arms around me and pulling me in 
close to him.  I was just wearing some jeans  my top had long since been 
removed, while he was wearing just a short sleeved shirt, his pants and 
underwear also long since history.  My bare boobs rubbed against the soft 
fabric of his shirt.   Even with all that was being said, I was still holding 
onto his stiff cock - I wasn't letting go of that if I could help it!

Dont worry Kelly... I know what Im doing... youve got nothing to be afraid 
of, he assured me.

What I wanted to say was, YOU IDIOT! but I knew better.  He didn't have a 
clue about how I was feeling and I guess it wasn't his fault that he was a 
guy.   Instead, I just nestled up to him and said softly, Thats not what I 
meant... Im afraid you wont want me afterwards.

Steve let out a long breath and a sigh.  I knew what he was probably 
thinking, that I was some silly emotional little girl and the things he had 
to put up with to get a piece of pussy! But I had to give him credit, he at 
least TRIED to be a gentleman.

Oh Kelly, how could you think that? You know I care a lot about you.  I 
dont date you just for the sex.

Yeah right! I wasn't THAT stupid! Yet there WAS something in his voice that 
sounded sincere.  Maybe he DID care about me just a little bit.  In the past 
few weeks I found myself growing fond of him as well and it wasn't just my 
infatuation with what was between his legs.  Steve was actually a pretty good 
guy once you got to know him.  Maybe he WAS taking me out for more than just 
sex.  After all, it wasn't like all he was always the one pushing me to suck 
his cock  usually it was me that was unzipping him before we got out of the 
driveway!

Would you still take me out if I didn't suck your cock every time? I asked 
him in a low voice.

Of course! Steve replied, Now dont get the impression that I dont LIKE 
you blowing me but thats not the only reason we go out you know.

Well, it may have been 90% bullshit but even if it was only 10% true it was 
music to my ears. I looked at him with big red eyes and stroked his cock 
slowly as I whispered to him, Just give me some more time... please?

Steve smiled at me and then joked (or at least I think he was joking). OK, 
but I expect one hell of a blowjob tonight then instead!

How could I resist? He got what he wanted since it was the same thing Id 
been wanting so we were both happy that night.  He came in my mouth and I 
greedily swallowed it, hungry for his cum.  After he left I washed up and 
brushed my teeth before heading down to the basement where I told my mom what 
had happened.   Even though she thought I was being a bit generous in my 
feelings about what he meant, I was willing to rationalize if need be.  After 
all, Steve wasn't the only one getting frustrated over not having sex!


Chapter 3  Sucking Steves Cock
================================

As luck would have it, an opportunity arose sooner than expected when my 
parents decided to go away for the next weekend on some sort of date of 
their own.  Just as they were about to walk out the door my mom turned back 
and whispered to me, Promise me youll be careful if you decide to fool 
around this weekend, you hear me?

Mothers! I just rolled my eyes and as soon as they were out of sight I was on 
the phone with Steve saying, "Hey guy! My parents just left for the weekend.   
Wanna come over?"

It was a silly question - he agreed instantly.  As I eagerly waited for him 
to drive over I checked myself in the mirror and couldn't help but put my 
hand between my legs, thinking of whose hand I knew would be there before too 
much longer. I was so excited! For the past month Id been playing with 
myself imagining Steve running his hands all over me, thinking what it would 
be like for him to take me in his strong arms.  I imagined feeling his nude 
body tight against mine, then the feel of him entering me for the first time.

Sharon and I both talked about it almost every day.  One day she confided in 
me that she wished that he would fuck her. I couldnt believe it, she wanted 
her own brother to fuck her! But then, I guess if I had a brother like Steve, 
I might think the same way.  Still, to do someone in your own family was way 
out there for me.  Steve evidently ignored all of the hints she had given him 
so she was stuck living vicariously through me, insisting that I tell her 
every detail after a date with Steve.  Well, if things went as planned she 
was REALLY going to be horny when I told her about what we did today.  A 
naughty idea came to me then and I picked up my cell phone while I watched 
for Steve to arrive.  I dialed a familiar number and Sharon answered.

Do you know where Steve is? I asked her in a teasing tone.

Noooooo, she replied, Ummmm.... something I should know about?

I giggled like a schoolgirl and teased her again.  Hes on his way over to 
my house right now and guess what Im gonna let him do to me?

I heard a gasp on the other end of the line.  No! Youre not gonna let him...
are you?

All I could do was giggle some more and Sharon got the message loud and 
clear.  Damn you Kelly, thats not fair!

Just then Steve drove up and so I said, Sorry girl, hes here.  Ill call 
you after he leaves  AFTER he fucks me!

Before she could answer I hung up the phone, feeling positively naughty 
inside after teasing his sister so badly.  I could imagine her masturbating 
now at home as she thought about what me and her brother would be doing soon.  
She must have been so jealous! I loved it!

Steve walked up to the door just then, looking sexier than ever in his denim 
cutoffs and tight ribbed tank top.  He was sporting a great tan and was 
muscular from working on a farm during the summer  oh my god I would always 
get so wet and horny every time I saw him! I had nothing on but a t-shirt, 
and not a very long one at that.  It showed off my tanned legs as well as all 
of my ass, not to mention an unobstructed view of my fuzzy pussy from the 
front! If he had any doubt what was on my mind it was erased the instant he 
stepped in and I greeted him.

Hi Steve, I said, trying to act the part of the shy schoolgirl even though 
I dressed like the slut I was hoping to become. Ive been waiting for you.

Steve looked me up and down and smiled a lecherous grin. Wow Kelly, that is 
one hot outfit! He reached out and palmed my bare butt.  Mmmmm, god I love 
your tight little ass!

I grinned at the compliment and turned to walk away, making sure I wiggled 
that ass he admired so much.  Then I turned back and took him by the hand, 
leading him to the family room couch.  We kissed for a long time, each of us 
anxious do more but both of us too nervous to make the next move.  It was 
like for all his bravado, now that he knew he could have me it was a 
different story.  Was he actually a little intimidated by me? Sharon told me 
once that I was the youngest girl hed ever dated.  Did that have anything to 
do with it?

His lips pressed against mine, our tongues meeting and toying with the 
others.   His arms around me were so strong, reaching completely around me 
and pulling me tightly into his chest.  His hands ran through my hair, just 
the way he knew I loved it.  It was warm in the house yet I was shivering 
with excitement.  As tightly as he was holding me, surely he must feel the 
beating of my heart as it raced with anticipation.  God I wanted him so bad! 
At that moment I felt a hunger for him, almost an animal-like lust, like I 
was a female in heat begging to have my urges met in the only way they could 
be truly satisfied.  Even in my wildest masturbation fantasies Id never felt 
so horny.  It was like if he didnt fuck me, and fuck me soon, I was going to 
explode!

Steve seemed just as anxious and restless as me.  I could see his crotch 
bulging with the surging of his dick as it hardened with his lust for me.  
Neither of us uttered a word, instead letting our hands and lips do the 
talking. Steve put his arms around me and began to rub my back, working his 
way under my t-shirt onto my bare back as our kissing became even more 
passionate and unrestrained.  Then he gradually worked his hand around until 
finally he was holding me just under my boobs.  My desire overwhelmed me and 
I couldnt take his slow pace anymore so I held his hand and moved it up onto 
my right breast.

"Touch me Steve," I whispered fervently, I want you to touch me all over my 
body.  You can touch me anywhere..... anywhere Steve.

Steve didn't answer verbally but instead began to massage my boob slowly as 
my heart raced even faster. Finally, he grew frustrated with the t-shirt so 
he raised my arms and then pulled it up and over my head, tossing it to the 
floor in a heap, leaving me now totally in the process.  We had been nude 
before so it wasn't like it was the first time he had seen my naked body, yet 
there was something different this time, something more sensual... more 
erotic. Maybe because we each knew that this time there no bounds, no limits, 
no saying no.   Steve sat their, smiling widely as he took a good long look 
at my little breasts with their rock hard nipples poking out at attention. 
Despite myself, as always I was shy at first and started to pull away, 
worried that he would think my breasts were too small.  Steve had been 
through this with me before, though, and knew what was wrong.

"Don't worry Kelly, theyre beautiful, he assured me, Besides, look at how 
they fit perfectly in my hand. Now stop worrying about them! Theyre 
perfect.... perfect."

"Oh Steve, it feels so good when you touch them like that!" I sighed, head 
leaning back as I closed my eyes and concentrated on nothing but his hands on 
my sensitive boobs.   I loved to play with my boobs when I was alone, 
sometimes even when Im not, but somehow whenever Steve touched them it just 
felt so much better, like a completely different experience.  Steve leaned 
over and gently laid me back on the couch, kissing my neck and then working 
his way down until he reached the rising of my breasts, and then even lower 
until he was sucking on my nipples.  It made me tingle from head to toe as I 
closed my eyes again and thought of nothing but how good he was making me 
feel.

"That's it Steve, suck them... bite them... thats it... pull on my nipples 
with your teeth." It felt so good that my back arched involuntarily and a 
moan escaped from my lips.  "Now do the same to my other breast... give it 
some attention too." 

His tongue swirled around my nipples as he sucked on my breasts.   He grabbed 
the nipples between his teeth and pulled out on them, stretching them out and 
then releasing them to snap back, making me groan out load each time.  His 
hands squeezed them together, pushing them out and making them look bigger 
than they really were as his mouth went back and forth between them.

Oh god Steve! Dont stop!

I could feel his dick pushing into me through his jeans, driving into my 
thigh as he leaned over me and used his wonderful mouth on my boobs.  It was 
like a hard piece of wood, pressing into me and driving into my flesh.  God 
he was so hard! He wanted me.  Yes, Steve wanted to fuck me, I knew it more 
certainly than I could possible know anything else.

And I wanted him to.

Fuck me Steve, I said breathlessly, Please fuck me....... Oh god Steve, I 
want you to fuck me so bad!

There, Id said it! The words spilled from my mouth like I was channeling for 
some spiritual prostitute.  Even though I heard them, I couldnt believe Id 
actually said them.  It was like a dam had been broken inside of me, 
releasing the pent up lust in flood of emotions stirred by hours of 
masturbation and fantasy that had been building up inside of me as I had 
waited for this moment to arrive.  Suddenly I didnt care anymore what I 
said, it was like Id been replaced by some whore in heat.

I want your dick in my pussy.... fuck me Steve, fuck me with your hard 
dick... fuck me... fuck me... oh dammit fuck me Steve!

Steves face lit up.  I could only imagine what must have been going through 
his mind as this little fourteen year-old suddenly developed the filthy mouth 
of a street prostitute, a virgin begging to be deflowered, a young girl 
completely lost, drowning in the floodwaters of erotic emotions that were 
overwhelming her, begging for him to rescue her.

Needless to say he didn't wait for me to tell him again.  He undoubtedly had 
known from the start when I greeted him at the door in nothing but a tight 
short t-shirt that I was extra horny today but I dont think he realized 
until that moment just HOW horny I was!  Steve reacted with the same abandon 
as a male dog when it senses a bitch in heat.  I felt him fumbling to loosen 
his jeans but it was hard with the limited room on the couch.  Somewhere in 
the back recesses of my mind, a voice called out to me.  No, this wasnt the 
way it was suppose to be.  This wasnt how I had envisaged my first time, 
squeezed together like sardines as we tried to get into position.  Suddenly I 
panicked.  I wasn't about to get laid for the first time like this. 

I want you to do me on my bed, I whispered hoarsely, almost unable to 
speak.

As much as I knew he wanted to take me then and there, Steve reacted 
wonderfully.  He reached under my warm nude body, picking me up in his arms 
and carried me upstairs to my bedroom like a bride on her wedding day.  I 
could feel his strong hands under my bare ass and I wrapped my arm around his 
neck, snuggling up close to him as he took me to my room.

When we got to my bedroom he set me down gently on my bed and as I laid back 
I watched as he stripped off his clothes.  At first he had to catch his 
breathe after carrying me up all those stairs, his strong chest heaving 
slightly.  What held more interest for me was the sight of his beautifully 
erect cock as it poked out from his crotch like a thick sausage emerging from 
a forest of dark, dense, black pubic hair.  His handsome chest was glistening 
and as he stood there over me with his hands on his thin waist I couldnt 
help but sigh as I unabashedly stared at him - he looked so handsome and 
wonderful.  In a strange way, he looked so striking and manly that it was 
hard for me to believe what he intended to do to me  and that I wanted him 
to do it!

"Remember that night at the fireworks, when I told you someday you would know 
every inch of me, I whispered to him softly.  I slowly spread my legs apart, 
baring my pussy to him for the first time like a slut, Well, today you can 
do anything you want to me... anything.

Steve had the look of a little boy entering a candy store for the first time.   
It was like he didn't know where to begin! I would have loved to have been 
able to read the thoughts that were rushing through his mind at that moment.  
What was he thinking as he looked down on me? This was no 18 year-old senior, 
no college girl all grown up and mature.   No, before him now laid a small 
fourteen year-old virgin who had just handed him the keys to her immature 
body, offering herself to him as she only could do once in her life.  Then 
again, at the time that is how I imagined he was thinking, all wonderful and 
romantic.  Looking back with more jaded eyes after having sex with a lot more 
boys his age or close to it, odds were that as a sixteen year-old horny boy, 
the only thoughts in his head were about how his dick was going to feel in my 
pussy when he broke through my intact hymen.

Steve kneeled on the bed next to me and started to run his hands all over me.   
It was like he was exploring me, wanting to see and feel every square inch of 
me.  His hands moved over my breasts, over my stomach, my waist, pussy and 
then my thighs and legs and then back up again.  He ran his fingers through 
my hair, making me tingle and shiver.  Maybe it was being in my bed that made 
it all the more erotic but all I knew was that I never wanted him to stop!

I looked down and saw his stiff cock standing out from his hairy crotch.  
When he leaned over me it would push forward and I could feel the head of it 
pushing against my bare skin. This wasnt the first time Id been totally 
nude for him, but it was far more erotic and sensual than ever before.  
Before Id let him see me nude but n9ot touch me and I certainly hadnt 
spread my legs open for him.   Actually, Steve was only the second man to 
ever see me nude, my father being the other but that didn't really count  he 
was my dad after all, not my boyfriend.

Steve looked at me, seeing me no longer as his cute little girlfriend but now 
as a mere sexual object, a girl who was turning him on and making him horny, 
a pussy waiting to bring him to orgasm.  God, his cock was so stiff! Id seen 
my dads when he was masturbating but Steves seemed to be even harder and 
bigger than my dads.  My mouth watered as I realized that unlike my dad, who 
was probably getting off to thoughts of Amanda Tapping on StarGate, Steve was 
hard because of ME.  All I could think about was what I wanted to do with his 
cock, how badly I wanted to suck it and then let him push it in me for the 
first time.   I could feel his stiff dick pressing against me again as he 
looked me in the eyes, only this time it was flesh against flesh, no jeans 
separating him from me.  He moved up until he was kneeling next to my head 
with his cock pressing against my cheek. 

"Suck it Kelly," he whispered, "I want to watch you suck my dick."

He moved back a bit to make room for my hand as it reached out and grasped 
his huge cock. With all the practice Id had sucking him lately, I knew just 
what to do to make him feel good. I moved my fingers around him and caressed 
his cock up and down the shaft.  I lifted my head up and pulled the pillow 
under it to support me as I started by licking it softly with my tongue.  He 
was rock hard and the slightest touch caused his cock to jump. Then I took 
just the tip into my mouth, barely covering it with my lips. Slowly I started 
to go down on him, taking it in a bit and then pulling back, each time going 
a bit farther. He tasted so good! Finally I had his whole cock in my mouth 
and was stroking him as fast as I could move my head.

"Oh god Kelly! he groaned, Damn that feels so good!

It wasn't surprising that my technique suited him perfectly.  After all, my 
only cocksucking experience was with his cock.  Id never asked Steve how I 
compared to other girls that had sucked his cock before but he seemed to 
enjoy what I did.  Every time I sucked his cock, when I was finished I felt 
like I learned a little something to make it better the next time.  How to 
interpret his reactions, where to touch him with my tongue, when to suck and 
when to stroke, it was all part of the learning process.  I knew I had a LOT 
to learn yet but my goal was that someday I would have a reputation for being 
the BEST cocksucker around.

I loved running my fingers through his dark curly pubic hair and gently 
massaging his balls.  His crotch wasn't nearly as bushy as my dads was but 
then I only got to SEE my dads cock whereas I was SUCKING Steves so there 
really was nothing to compare.  Not only that, but I had never felt someone 
elses pubic hair before.  My own pussy was covered with little more than 
fuzz rather than the coarser hair my mom had.  Even so, I suspected that 
before next summer I would be trimming or shaving, especially when it was 
bikini time again.

I enjoyed the feel of his pubic hair against my face; the coarseness of it 
tickled my cheeks.  Then there was the smell.  Steves crotch odor was much 
stronger than mine but it wasn't bad like underarm odor or bad hygiene.  The 
hornier he was the stronger it got so in a way, it was like an indicator of 
how turned-on I was making him.  With his cock all the way in my mouth my 
nose would be buried right in the thickest part of it and I loved to took in 
long deep breathes as I sucked him, enjoying the rich scent of his sexuality.

One thing I DID learn with experience was how to better tell when Steve was 
about to cum.  There were a few times when he would still surprise me but in 
general I was developing like a sixth sense for it.  It was similar to 
watching my dad masturbate.  After all these years I could almost predict 
exactly when he would cum  something that became a sort of running joke 
between and my mom to see who could predict it the best.  I could tell now as 
I sucked him that Steve was about to cum.  It wasn't like a siren went off or 
lights flashed, but more a combination of subtle hints.  The way he would 
thrust himself, the pulsing of his dick, the straining of his cock head, even 
his breathing were all part of the preparation process for him to cum.  Of 
course, it never hurt for him to announce it either as he liked to do 
sometimes! Realizing he was about to cum, I almost stopped out of fear that 
if he did he might not be able to fuck me right away afterwards.  Then I 
remembered talking to his sister Sharon about just this very thing a few days 
earlier.  Sharon couldn't help but laugh when I asked her what I should do if 
this were to happen.

Enjoy it Kelly! she had said, shaking her head at me, Sometimes I really 
have to wonder about you.  Trust me, Ive seen him stay hard after 
masturbating three times in a row and he has a hell of a reputation with his 
older girlfriends for his ability to keep on going forever.  Dont worry, my 
horny brother is a fucking machine.  Youre SOOOO lucky! God I wish I knew 
how to convince him to fuck me!

With this tidbit of knowledge on my side, I held his balls gently in my hand 
as I sucked his cock and felt him swelling even larger in my mouth.  Steve 
started to groan  a sure sign of an impending explosion.

Oh yeah, Im cumming! he grunted, voicing his impending orgasm.

Steve used both hands to hold my head firmly on his cock as his hips suddenly 
bucked forward, driving his cock as deeply into my mouth as he could.  The 
first load of cum emerged from his cannon of a cock, splashing against the 
back of my throat.  This was the moment I loved best when I sucked him, 
feeling him release himself into my mouth, discharging his manhood down my 
throat.  I kept sucking and sucking him as he released the last of it, 
drawing every drop from him that I could not to mention ensuring he 
maintained his erection.  I wasn't through with this beautiful cock today, 
not by a long shot! I let his cock slip from my mouth and ran my tongue 
around my lips and gums, savoring the flavor of his salty cum.


Chapter 4  Masturbating For Steve
==================================

Steve moved from my head down to my waist where he reached between my tanned 
smooth thighs, pressing them wide apart.  My brown fuzzy pussy hair was 
barely long enough for him to pass his fingers through and I lifted my head 
to watch him play with me.  This was the first time anyone else but me had 
played with my pussy this way.  I had let Steve press against my cunt with my 
shorts or jeans on but never directly on me like he was doing now.  I giggled 
as he tickled me. 

"Sit back..... watch me do it, I said as I closed my eyes, spread my legs 
even further apart and began to rub my pussy slowly for him.  I couldnt 
believe what I was about to, masturbate in front of him like some sex show.  
It wasnt that I had never been seen masturbating before.  My parents must 
have seen me do myself  a hundred times but this was totally different.  This 
time I wasnt just doing with Steve in the same room.  No... this time I was 
doing it FOR Steve!  I felt like a stripper on stage displaying myself 
shamelessly for a horny customer.  On the one hand I felt like a slut but on 
the other, there was something about the way he was staring at me that made 
feel better about myself than I ever had before.  I wasnt worried about my 
little boobs, my thin ass, or pony legs.   Steve was literally staring at my 
pussy, as if it was the most fascinating sight he had ever seen.

I watched him as I rubbed my clit for him.  My fingers began to circle around 
my clit, softly massaging it as my movements grew faster.  My breathing 
quickened and my hips began to buck and then arch into the air.  I slid a 
single finger into my warm wet pussy, slowly stroking it in and out like a 
tiny cock.  Steve was watching my every move.  He gasped slightly when I 
pushing my finger inside of me.  From the way his cock was sticking out like 
a tree trunk from his crotch, he was thoroughly enjoying the show I was 
putting on for him.

The idea of masturbating FOR Steve continued to dominate my thoughts.  As I 
just mentioned, Id masturbated with my parents around for years so it wasn't 
the first time anyone had SEEN me masturbate.  However, it WAS the first time 
anyone had WATCHED me masturbate, an important distinction.  It was like me 
seeing my dad masturbating.  I knew he was doing it but I never had really 
WATCHED him doing it and he was never interested in me that way either when I 
did it with him around.  After all, why would he be interested in watching 
his own daughter playing with herself? I was raised that masturbation was a 
normal release and nothing to be ashamed of.  Why should anyone have to skulk 
to their bedroom or bathroom just to do it?

For me, it was incredibly erotic to have Steve actually staring at my pussy 
as my fingers touched my clit and pushed into my pussy for him to see.  I 
dont know what was turning me on more, the touch of my hands or the feeling 
of his eyes boring holes into my pussy.  Actually, this was one of my moms 
suggestion for me when I was about to have sex for the first time.  She had 
told me that the wetter and hornier I was before he fucked me, the easier it 
would be when he first penetrated me.  Well, I was soaking wet and as horny 
as Id ever felt so I guess that meant one thing  I was primed and ready to 
be fucked for the first time!

I looked at Steve and gave him a seductive smile.  I gently rubbed my pussy 
and said, "Did you know Steve that when I do this in bed Im thinking of you? 
I love to dream of you touching me like this.

I continued to touch myself slowly and deliberately.  Steves eyes were fixed 
on my pussy and I dont think he was even blinking at this point.  He was 
stroking his cock with one hand and I knew he was as ready as I was.  As much 
as I wanted him in me though, I couldnt bear the thought of taking my hand 
off me... not just yet at least.  I was soooooo close!

Ohhhhhhh Steve! I moaned, closing my eyes as I felt my pussy begin to surge 
under my fingers.  It was like a bomb had been set off inside my pussy, 
exploding inside of me and releasing a flood of pleasure unlike anything else 
in the world as it quickly spread thought out my entire body.  I squeezed my 
eyes shut, flashes of light lit up in the dark as my orgasm wracked my body 
from head to toe.

Im cumming......... Oh god!

My leg pulled up to my chest as I rocked back and placed my palm over my 
throbbing pussy, pulling myself back as my palm pressed on my lightning hot 
pussy.  My chest felt like it was on fire, reddening like a beach sunburn as 
I felt my face and upper chest flush.  I put one hand over the other, 
gripping on my crotch like I was protecting it from invasion, pulling back on 
it and driving me into an ever deeper orgasm.

Slowly I returned to earth from whatever plan of existence I went to when I 
experienced a good orgasm.  Opening my eyes, Steve was staring at me with his 
mouth hanging open, practically drooling at the sight on front of him.   My 
pussy was practically screaming as I eyed his hard dick, almost pointing 
directly at my pussy like some heat-seeking missile waiting to be launched. I 
pulled my hand from my pussy curled my finger to indicate I wanted him to 
come closer to me

 Enough of dreaming about your dick.... now I want you for real.


Chapter 5  Steve Finally takes My Virginity
===========================================

Steve didn't hesitate another second.  Hed already been with enough girls so 
there wasn't any worry on his part over what he needed to do.  I didn't know 
if hed ever fucked a virgin before but I didn't think it really mattered one 
way or the other.  He reached out between my still spread legs, sliding one 
of his fingers deep into my soaking wet pussy and immediately began to move 
it in and out like he was fucking me with his finger.  I instinctively moaned 
at the touch of his hand on me. Suddenly I knew what I wanted... something 
that had never been done to me before.

"Lick me Steve.  Eat my pussy." 

It was probably moot for me to as that as Steve was already moving between my 
widespread legs.  I used both hands to pull his face down into my fuzzy brown 
bush.  As he reached out with his tongue he easily found my swollen clit and 
then he stuck his tongue as deep into my pussy as he could reach.  When he 
again took my clit in his mouth he gently bit on it making my entire body 
suddenly go went rigid with pleasure and I gasped loudly.

OH my god Steve... that feels SO good!

Nobody had ever licked my pussy before and the sensation was incredible! My 
juices were all over his face as he moved up and down me with his mouth and 
tongue.  He forced his hands under me, each holding an ass cheek as he lifted 
my hips up to force my pussy firmly into his face like he was eating a 
naughty watermelon.  As he ate me, I used my hands to massage my boobs, 
tugging on my hardened nipples, tracing my fingers in circles around them.

After what seemed a lifetime of this unbelievable pleasure I pulled him up to 
me and I kissed him with my pussy juices still on his mouth and cheeks. I 
loved the taste and smell of myself on his mouth as we kissed.  He slowly 
worked his way down back to my crotch, stopping to pay respect to my boobs, 
kissing my flat stomach and tickling me, and then finally he was back to my 
starving pussy.

I could feel my second orgasm beginning to build, first the tingling 
sensation in my pussy, then the goose bumps as my body shivered with 
pleasure, and then suddenly the explosion of pleasure once again from my 
pussy that quickly spread throughout my entire body like an earthquake.  
Surges of incredible pleasure pulsed from my pussy, coursing through my body 
like waves smashing on the beach.   I could feel my cum gushing out of me, 
covering his face with my juices as he eagerly licked up as much as he could.

Simply put, I was in heaven.  I was now so horny that any inhibitions that 
may still have been within me simply disappeared.  My pussy was as wet and 
ready as it would ever be. Out poured the words again that I knew he loved to 
hear.

I looked Steve square in the eyes and in a firm voice I said to him, "Fuck me 
Steve... fuck me NOW!

Sure I had said that to him before downstairs on the couch but this time it 
was different.  Down there it was just something I wanted him to do 
eventually. This time it was something I wanted him to do to me NOW.  No more 
games.  No more teasing or flirting.  No more masturbating.  No more oral 
sex.  I wanted him to fuck me and I wanted him to know that in no uncertain 
terms. 

Steve looked up at me from between my thighs.  Wow! I will always remember 
how he appeared to me at that moment, an image that is forever seared into my 
mind.   He looked so damn sexy as he laid there with my bare my legs on 
either side of him, his face all wet with my pussy juices.  My pussy just 
under his chin as he looked upwards at me.

"Are you sure Kelly? Is that what you really want?"

Good grief, what the hell did he think I wanted? A massage? Here I was lying 
on my back in my own bed, stark naked after having just sucked his cock and 
swallowed his cum.  Id masturbated until I came right in front of him and 
now, after eating my pussy and having orgasm again, I was asking him to fuck 
me.   After all that, NOW he wanted to know if I really meant what I said? 
All I knew was that if he didnt do it soon I was going to explode from the 
unbridled lust that was building up in me more every second, like a ticking 
time bomb about to explode.

Whatever he might be thinking, as far as I was concerned there was absolutely 
no turning back now. I may have been only fourteen but I was old enough to 
knew at that moment I wanted nothing more in the world than to be fucked! I 
wanted to scream as I couldn't hold back anymore, I HAD to have him in me.

"Will you quit with the stupid questions and fuck me!" I finally blurted out, 
Dammit fuck me Steve... PLEASE oh PLEASE fuck me now!

Well, I guess he got the message as Steve moved up until his hard naked body 
was hovering over mine.  I felt so small under his large body, like he would 
crush me if he should slip and fall on me.  Reaching down with my hand to 
grab his fat cock, I sued my other hand to spread my wet swollen pussy lips 
apart, just like my mom had shown me to do on herself using her own hands and 
a dildo.  I could feel the head of his dick pressing against the wet opening 
of my pussy, just one hard push was all that kept it from entering me.  I 
instinctively lifted my hips upwards to try to push him into me and he 
responded by pressing back against me.

Suddenly I felt myself spreading apart for his cock, not the little push I 
feel when I insert a tampon or drive a finger up into myself.  No, this was 
like the difference between taking a small candy cane into your mouth and 
trying to push a large cucumber in whole, except in this case it was Steves 
cock pressing into my pussy, forcing it to open up wider than it ever 
stretched before.  It was like my legs were being split apart as my pussy 
widened to accept him.  The best part was that while it hurt, somehow or 
another it also felt so damn good! I was glad that I had gotten myself so wet 
beforehand like my mom had told me to as it made it so much easier for him to 
violate me.  Just his thick head was in me now as I looked down and marveled 
at the sight of the first cock to ever enter the most private part of my 
body.  He wiggled it in and out, never going in any further but driving me 
crazy as his head stimulated the nerve endings that seemed to abound just 
inside my pussy hole. I gasped as he started to press inward again.

Ready? Steve whispered.  I nodded, afraid to trust my voice and he 
continued, OK, let me know if it hurts too much.

Academically, I knew what was coming, but you may as well say you know how it 
feels to jump out of a plane by reading a book on skydiving.  His cock 
pressed inward until I could feel it pressing up against my hymen, my 
virginitys last stand against this invader who threatened it as never 
before.  In the end, it was all bluff and bluster as It wasn't even a close 
call.  His cock ripped through my cherry like a German panzer division! I bit 
my lip hard, fighting back the tears as I felt a sudden sharp pang of pain.  
There was a little blood on his cock as he began to stroke in and out of me.  
I wanted it to feel good but I couldnt ignore the searing pain as his cock 
rubbed against what was essentially an open wound inside of me.

As painful as it was to give up my virginity, at the same time there was a 
sensation of pleasure that served to counter the pain. I had to admit, at the 
beginning pain was winning out by a wide margin.  Then as he continued to 
thrust inside of me, stimulating me as only a real cock in you pussy can, 
Pleasure began to gain in Pain and finally took the lead.  Even so, it wasnt 
like the pain disappeared, just masked by the incredible sensations his dick 
was producing inside of me. Finally, it was like I just had to stop and let 
my mind catch up to my body.

Just hold it still in me Steve.  Let me just feel your cock in me, I 
whispered.

Are you OK Kelly? Steve asked with a look of concern on his face.

He was so worked up it was impossible for him to be completely still as he 
lay on top of me, holding most of his weight off of me as he leaned on his 
elbows, grinding his hips slowly into me.  I nodded, my lips pressed together 
as I squeezed down on his dick with my pussy to hold him tight.  I tried to 
concentrate on nothing but him fucking me, trying to sear an image of this 
moment in my mind so I would always remember this moment as clearly as I 
could.   For the first time in my life I was joined together with a man - 
literally.  As he gently rocked inside of me, the pain began to slowly 
subside.  It never went completely away but at least died down until it 
turned into a dull throbbing sensation.  His cock was literally throbbing in 
me, pulsing with the blood that was engorging it.

For a moment I was able to gather my senses and started to contemplate about 
how we were actually physically coupled together, joined at the waist with a 
part of him imbedded deeply inside of me! In a way it was surreal, almost 
unbelievable.   I tried to imagine how we would have looked to anyone coming 
in my room right now, seeing my legs spread apart with him in between, his 
hairy crotch pressed against my little pussy with his cock nowhere to be 
seen. I wished my parents could see their little girl now.  I would have 
loved for them to watch as their only daughter officially became a woman.  
Then I thought of Sharon and how turned on she would be to see her older 
brother fucking me like this.  I knew she would be jealous of me as she would 
be wishing it were her in my place.   Its amazing how many thoughts can run 
through your mind in just a short few seconds!

"OK, its better now," I whispered softly to him, Im ready.

Steve lifted himself up and started to stroke himself again in and out of me.  
I raised my head again so I could look down and watch myself being fucked.  
It was fascinating to witness his cock appearing and then disappearing as he 
thrust himself into me harder and harder, faster and faster.  It amazed me to 
realize that as his dick disappeared from sight, I cold feel myself filling 
with him at the same time.  God, he really WAS inside of me! I could feel him 
growing even bigger in me, then he swelled even more.  I knew from blowing 
him what that meant and in a way I was happy he was cumming so soon.  My poor 
pussy simply wasn't going to be able to take much more abuse today!

"Almost there!" he gasped.

My eyes widened as suddenly I remembered that despite my moms warnings and 
lectures, I wasnt using any birth control yet and he wasn't wearing a 
condom.   Oh my god, he was about to cum in me! I had to stop him! At the 
same time, I didnt want him to stop.  I didnt want his dick to leave me.  I 
wanted him to stay in me and never pull out.  I didn't care about anything a 
that moment but having him fuck me.  Thoughts of condoms and birth control 
disappeared as I felt yet another orgasm surging in me.  The hell if he was 
going to pull out of me now, with a massive orgasm about to take me to the 
moon this time! 

"Cum in me Steve, I moaned to him, Stay in me.... cum inside of my pussy!"

A less experienced boy would probably have done just that, allowing our 
sexual lust to substitute for prudence and responsibility.   Im sure had it 
been his first time, Steve would have done just as I begged him to an unleash 
his load deep inside of me, resulting in god only knows what results.  
Fortunately for both of us, this wasn't his first rodeo and he knew how to 
ride.  Even so, whether it was the thrill of banging a girl so young or the 
feeling of my super- tight virginal (almost) pussy surrounding his dick, 
Steve still wasnt 100% successful.

Fuck Im cumming!

Suddenly I felt a sort of warmth inside me and my own orgasm took off as I 
realized what he was doing.  Steve pulled out of me after the first couple of 
loads as then released the rest of his remaining warm cum like water from a 
firehouse all across my stomach and breasts - a bit even reached my face.  I 
was amazed that he could produce so much so soon after the huge load he had 
dumped in my mouth earlier but then that was one of the things I loved about 
his cock.   Steves dick was like the Energizer Bunny of cocks  he just kept 
cumming and cumming.  I took my finger and wiped some into my mouth.  I 
scooped up the rest from my body and slurped it down as well.

Steve lay down next to me, completely drained.  I rolled over and put my head 
on his heaving chest, draping my arm and one leg over him as I tried to be as 
close to him as I could.  My pussy was pressed against his leg as I felt a 
mixture of pleasure and still quite a bit of stinging inside.  Even with the 
pain I was already looking forward to the next time.  If it felt this good 
the first time, even with the sharp pain of my virginity being ripped, I 
could only imagine how it was going to feel later! I craned my neck to look 
up at him.

"Well, you know what this means now don't you?" I said seductively.

"Ummm, what is that Kelly?" he responded, as if he had no idea what I was 
about to say.

I smiled at him and said, "Well, since youre the one responsible for getting 
me started, youre going to have to fuck me whenever and anywhere I ask."

Steve just laughed and then grinned.  Needless to say he wasn't arguing! 
Before we finished there was one thing left I wanted to do.  Steve was 
resting so I moved myself down his body until my head was on his stomach and 
his cock was only a few inches from my mouth.  I licked my lips in 
anticipation as I gazed at it.  I tired to imagine it inside of me, 
penetrating me and violating my pussy.

Steves dick was still glistening from my pussy wetness so I bent down to 
taste it.  I usually tasted my fingers whenever I masturbated since I love 
the taste of my pussy.  This was different though, a mixture of feminine 
pussy and male cum served on a warm smooth cock. It really tasted pretty good 
and I sucked him gently for several minutes.  He may have been tired but his 
cock had a mind of its own as it quickly returned to its erected state. 
Finally I let him out of my mouth and just held his cock in my hand with my 
head still on his stomach, tracing my fingers lightly up and down his body.

We must have stayed that way for almost an hour, kissing and rubbing up 
against each other.  Eventually we got up and he got dressed.  I gave him a 
passionate goodbye kiss and he left to return home.  Looking in the mirror, I 
looked a total wreck! My hair was a disaster and my face was still so flushed 
it looked like I had a fever. After I took a shower, I threw my bedding into 
the wash machine as some blood and semen had stained it.


Chapter 6  Telling My Parents
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That night, lying in bed unable to sleep, I relived the experience over and 
over in my mind.  My pussy was feeling much better now and so I masturbated 
thinking of Steves wonderful cock and the things he had done to me with it.  
I finally fell asleep, lying on my side with my hand planted firmly on my 
pussy, dreaming of Steves dick inside of me.

My parents returned early the next day while I was still in bed in virtually 
the same position I had fallen asleep.  My dad slapped my bare bottom and 
when I rolled over to see who it was he said, Wake up Kelly, you lazy bones.  
Time to get up!

My father leaned over me and I gave him a big hug.  I couldn't wait to tell 
them what had happened the day before.  I sat up in bed and crossed by legs 
Indian style under me.  I had been sleeping nude since I was twelve and my 
family never wore anything in the hot tub so neither of us was embarrassed or 
turned-on by the fact that I wasnt wearing anything. 

Hey dad, glad youre home. Youll never guess what I did yesterday!

Well, it has to be good to get you this excited.  So whats the big story?

I straightened up my posture, brushed my hair back, and with a big smile 
said, Well, your daughters now officially a woman! I giggled and waited 
for his reaction.

I was surprised a little by his initial reaction.  He seemed upset for just a 
moment, maybe disappointed perhaps, but then he quickly smiled and gave me 
another big hug.  He looked at me and said just one word, Steve?

I nodded and he smiled.  Well, sounds like you had a good time.  Im really 
happy for you baby! Maybe later you can tell me about it but I have a feeling 
you really want to tell mom first, dont you?

I nodded vigorously and he held up one finger to tell me to just hang on for 
a second.  He went downstairs to fetch my mom.  She soon came up to my room 
and I was practically giddy with excitement.

Your dad said to hurry up here and youre not even dressed! my mom laughed, 
Goodness sakes Kelly, whats gotten into you?

I burst into laughing when she said that.  It was the perfect question to 
respond to!

Steve, I answered simply.

What do you mean? my mom replied.  Then it was like the light bulb went off 
and she reached forward to hug me.

Oh Kelly! Thats wonderful! So our little girl is all grown up now. She sat 
down next to me and put her arm around me.

Mmmmmm, tell me everything that happened! ... and I want details girl.

I told her the whole story and she listened without interrupting me, not even 
once.  After her reaction to my telling her about my first blow job, it 
didn't surprise me when she started getting turned-on as I described what 
happened.   Her face flushed and she subconsciously started to rub her 
breasts, especially when I got to the part when he first entered me.

She didnt say anything though and after I finished we discussed birth 
control.   She wasnt exactly thrilled that Steve had cum in me, even if it 
was just one burst.  My mom promised to get me to the doctor the next day for 
birth control pills.  Then she gave me another hug and started to leave the 
room with a smile on her face. I hadnt seen my mother this happy in quite a 
while.

When she reached the door she turned to me and said, Oh Kelly, I cant tell 
you how proud I am of you.  Your dad and I were just talking about you last 
night, wondering when you would do it.  After all, you cant rely on 
masturbation forever!

With that she left and I reached for my phone to call Sharon.  I couldn't 
wait to tell her what her brother had done to me! Then I put the phone back 
down.   Nope, this was one time I wanted to see her reaction.  I could only 
imagine after what I had told her before her brother came over.  Hopefully 
Steve didn't tell her first!

 Postscript
==========

Although Ive been with literally dozens of guys and girls since my first 
time, it was a day that I will remember for the rest of my life.  Steve and I 
stayed together until his family moved away later in the school year and we 
lost touch shortly afterwards.

Wherever Steve is today, I wonder if he remembers the first time we fucked as 
fondly as I do? I would love to meet him again so we could relive this day 
(literally), maybe just a one-time fling for old times sake!

THE END